Tribute to Caleb (3/20/09 - 8/29/11)

As little as 2-3 years ago, there were very few resources online to help families faced with the diagnosis of trisomy 18/13. There were even fewer active resources that helped CONNECT families of  LIVING children. While I was pregnant with a prenatal diagnosis of trisomy 18, I needed that hope and I needed to talk to 'experienced' trisomy families so I could educate and prepare myself.  It was so hard to find living kids. So I started a group called Trisomy 18 Mommies* on facebook to connect all of us, no matter where we were in the trisomy journey, and suddenly I started finding trisomy families, many with living kids that provided me with so much hope! Online, the trisomy families share fears, milestones, illnesses, frustrations, tears, joys, friendship, knowledge, and grief. We share things our friends and families just don't understand, because they are not on the same Journey.

I have a very special bond with one family in particular - the Adamyks. Jeannette and I found each other on facebook as we were both beginning this trisomy journey. Jeannette and I quickly started sharing more than just the trisomy journey, we started sharing life together.  The Adamyk's son, Caleb, was born a month before Rebekah and also with full trisomy 18. Jeannette and I may have developed a strong bond, but I always felt like Rebekah and Caleb were kindred spirits too. Caleb is the 'groom' in Rebekah's 'wedding' pictures, and they look a lot alike and share many mannerisms.  

Caleb went to be with Jesus on 8/29/11.  I have to be honest, I have had a very rough time this past month.  I haven't been interested in my normal activities, it is a struggle to get through the days, and I have been having bad dreams and anxiety.  I have wanted so much to blog about Caleb's funeral and my feelings through this grieving process, yet I still cannot put it into comprensible words.   I know my pain isn't anywhere near that of Jeannette and her family.  Yet my pain is enough that it has been debilitating.  Oh how I hate that one of my best friends has to go through this part of the 'journey'... and I hate that any of us have to even think about facing it one day.  But through our friendship, and by sharing this journey with Jeannette, I have seen the depth of her love, the depth of her commitment, the extent to which she would go to help her son, and how to gracefully and lovingly one can face the worse nightmare of any mother - the death of your child.  The pain and suffering doesn't negate the joy and blessing of having a miracle child that defies the odds.  It doesn't make us regret choosing life.

Caleb's legacy and what he means to the trisomy community:

• Caleb had the most beautiful smile that melts everyone's heart. He showed that having a special child could be full of happy moments.
• He gave us hope to not give up on our children, but to fight for them.
• Caleb became an encouragement to other families faced with the same diagnosis, and the Adamyks showed us how to be advocates for our children.
• Caleb proved that life is more than what you accomplish by worldly standards. Trisomy 18 children are worth fighting for. Life isn't about striving for perfection or success, but about loving and living, and enjoying each day.
• Caleb helped bring people closer to God and gave us a glimpse of what unconditional love means - suffering without complaint while loving those around us, just as Jesus did.

Before Caleb went to the hospital in what would be his last days, Steven Adamyk twirled him around outside in the rain, just enjoying a special moment with his special son. This beautiful moment reminds us that "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about dancing in the rain."

Jer 29:11 For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Although it is hard for me to see and accept this now, I know in my heart its true and I am praying daily for the Adamyks and for all my trisomy friends that have lost their child.

Caleb lived in Ocala, FL. Ocala Star Banner has been following Caleb's story since birth. Here are the links to some of the beautiful pieces done on him:

• 3/19/11: Caleb turning 2 amid support for Edwards syndrome kids
• 8/30/11: After celebrating his 29th month of life, Caleb dies at area hospital
• 9/7/11: Boy's spirit, love honored during celebration of life
• 10/3/11: Caleb Adamyk's Story
• Ocala.com photo gallery from all of Caleb's articles
• A complete list of his articles can be found here

Michael Robinson (a family friend of the Adamyk's) made this video: Celebrate Everything - A Tribute to Caleb.

Caleb's Celebration of Life Service:



Caleb Adamyk's Story:

Come To Jesus by Chris Rice

Weak and wounded sinner
Lost and left to die
O, raise your head, for love is passing by
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus
Come to Jesus and live!

Now your burden's lifted
And carried far away
And precious blood has washed away the stain, so
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus
Sing to Jesus and live!

And like a newborn baby
Don't be afraid to crawl
And remember when you walk
Sometimes we fall...so
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus
Fall on Jesus and live!

Sometimes the way is lonely
And steep and filled with pain
So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus
Cry to Jesus and live!

O, and when the love spills over
And music fills the night
And when you can't contain your joy inside, then
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus
Dance for Jesus and live!

And with your final heartbeat
Kiss the world goodbye
Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus
Fly to Jesus and live!

Rest in Peace, Sweet Caleb. We love and miss you so much!!

*Trisomy 18 Mommies is one of many online resources available to families wherever they are in the trisomy journey. We currently have about 540 members at all different points in 'the journey'. Contrary to the name, the group is also for dads, family members, etc and encompasses families facing trisomy 18, 13 or any similar genetic disorder considered 'incompatible with life'. However, Facebook will not let us change the group name to better reflect the composition of the group. :-)  If you are facing a diagnosis of trisomy, already have a trisomy child, or have lost a trisomy child, we offer a community of compassionate members that 'get it'. Feel free to join us.

Web-Based Doctor Referral System for Trisomy Kids

Trisomy 18 and 13 are deemed 'incompatible with life' by the medical community. The statistics are staggering, with only 10% of pregnancies resulting in live births, and the majority of those dying by the median age of 2 weeks. Looks pretty bleak, huh?

But let's consider some FACTS the the statistics hide...

• Many, if not most, of KNOWN trisomy 13/18 (and even 21 - Down's Syndrome) pregnancies are terminated because parents are told how terribly hard it will be to manage a child that is severely affected mentally and physically. These babies are never given a chance - they skew the statistics and make it look like lives that are not 'viable'.
• Most trisomy 13/18 babies, when born, are put on hospice and sent home so that families can enjoy what little time they have with them. Some of this is because of the medical community's push to not extend the 'life' of these incompatible and undesirable children. Some is because parents trust and believe in the doctors and medical community to give us truthful information. Our own Rebekah was put on hospice out of the hospital, not because we didn't want to give her a chance, but because we believed the perpetuated lie that these children are 'incompatible'. It didn't take us long to figure out she was a fighter, and well worth fighting for!
• And the rest of them? Yes, there is a percent that will not make it because of the combination of conditions they have, but many WOULD make it if the medical community would see value in their lives and afford them the same life-saving interventions that 'normal' children with anomalies are given without second thought. Many of my trisomy friend families have actually been denied life-saving operations for their children, even children that have proven they are compatible with life and have lived with their conditions past one year of age.

Out of all the trisomy 13/18 resources out there, there is no good system for helping parents find the medical resources (doctors and hospitals) willing to work with them to help these children. There is an exciting project out there designed to do just that! But it needs YOUR help to get the grant money necessary to fund its inception.

Even if you do not have a trisomy child, PLEASE vote everyday in August for this project. You can vote online once per day, and text once per day. Please help Rebekah and her friends by supporting efforts to bring REAL help to the living kids of trisomy 13/18! Let's work together to show the world that these children should not be labeled statistically as 'incompatible with life'.

They deserve a chance...
and YOUR vote!

Trisomy 13 and Trisomy 18, and related numbered Trisomy Variations.... Families, Friends, Missions of HOPE coming together to VOTE---Have you voted today? If you don't see this link on your Trisomy Support, resources, Please post and share. Bombard them.. We need to win this challenge. DAILY VOTING, by FACEBOOK VOTING and TEXT (Text 101529 to Pepsi at 73774). And if your posts get deleted, then you know this resource you frequent is NOT coming together with the TEAM of Trisomy Sites working together. Then you need to QUESTION WHY? Why would a support organization not want to help all of TRISOMY Families in this way... So keep your eyes open and be aware of those sites that are all SIGNIFICANT in coming together for the common good. Thanks for your support, it is via the SMALL and many creative sites that we have made the most SIGNIFICANT CHANGE in how OUR PRECIOUS CHILDREN ARE SEEN and TREATED! God Bless you ALL in your efforts for our KIDS.